P.S. I hate you................................

O.k. so the title to this post might sound harsh- but I am bitter today............Wendy and I went to see the movie "P.S. I love you" last night and I bawled like a baby for the entire duration! I know that one of my gifts is having a sensitive heart but sometimes I hate feeling things so deeply. The movie's sadness was not helped by the fact that my husband is out of the country and I miss him so badly I am sleeping in his t-shirts at night. I have not spoke to Chad with the exception of one brief phone call last night. He just makes things better in my world when he is home. He makes me laugh and everyone knows I love to laugh. The movie was basically about losing a soul mate and it haunted me all night- when I woke up this morning my eyes were so swollen- the nice thing about swollen eyes is that you don't have the lines and wrinkles that magically appeared the day I turned 30. So I guess I will just go put on some makeup and enjoy my fresh young look for the day. Good things come from bad at least I feel pretty today...............